You just can't imagine what looking at this photo does to my insides. It's like the hard wall I built around my heart is caving inwards and soon will be left with nothing but a rubble of despair.
Okay fine, a simpler way to put it is; I want this for myself.
No, not having an old man kissing my cheek. That's just weird. Well it wouldn't be if it were my late grandfather whom I have never met.
I want this kind of love. The one that lasts till you're old and grey. The kind that has decades of memories encompassed into one relationship.
I want to like the person I'm in love with or at least have that longing. The longing of wanting to grow old together. Someone who I know will be there til the world comes down.
I know I've said previously that I would minimize my rants on love, but a girl's gotta do what a girl's gotta do to keep herself sane.
I can't remember the last time I missed someone or have thought of someone with such a longing.
I miss that. *sigh*
~xoxo,moumou~
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