Unhearted.

And so what started as a lonely night,
Became one that was full of hope.
She dressed to kill with eyes that gleamed,
on her face murder she wrote.

There he was covered in the dark,
her heart skipped a beat.
With goggles for eyes and brain going dead,
it was then their lips did meet.

The world went round and they both fell down,
into a predicted regret.
When the lights came on; they should have known,
their lips should have never met.

What was close is now apart;
broken down to pieces.
Her heart was there, but his were not,
another one of her hit and misses.

And so now the two are left to play,
a silly game of what was there?
Neither knowing what to do,
or who did truly care.

She stood up and brushed it off;
pretending that is wasn't she,
who took a plunge into the abyss,
where she cared more than he.

Another came and showed her things,
things she wished to have seen,
the things that she wished the other had done,
and the things that could have been.

Two pieces of what was her heart now lies with each;
two pieces of her heart that wont seem to agree.
One says stay the other says go,
but to whom, we'll never know.

So here she'll lie awaiting her death,
one that must swiftly come.
"Its better for an unbeating heart", she thought
rather than a broken one.

~xoxo,moumou~

Bye June, Hello July.

June went by painfully fast. Days just flew by and all I can remember was struggling.

Struggling to meet a deadline, struggling for tests, struggling to fight off all urges to binge, struggling to be a better person day by day and well yeah you get it. Everyday was a struggle.

Initially all I wanted to do was rant about my struggles in June, but truth be told I actually am grateful for a lot of the things that occurred in June. Everything wasn't so bad once most of the chaos died down a little.

And then everything became chaotic. Again.

Still grateful though for without those unfortunate events, no lesson would've been learned.

This blog is useless, it has no thesis statement, it has no body but what I can give is a conclusion.

July better start looking up or else I foresee a repetition of 2011.

~xoxo,moumou~